free at last

I STILL havent had a bloody drink & its been 6 days, & fucking counting! im not getting withdrawals or the shakes or anything haha - but its so so odd for me! bein in loooads has helped keep off it, with the 'grounding' that went down. i stayed in al tues, besides work, where i ate 'canna-cookies' the dykes brought back from amsterdam & bought me mother some suck-up flowers (which only slightly worked/helped). i was in al day besides that, & cant really remember wednesday but i think i was in all day, but sarah came across for abit to se is. yesterday (thursday) i went to the hospital (after drinkin 20litres of water) & got weighed & apparently put on a few points of a kilo from last week. 8-| then we went to claires & hada cuppa & chat wi her & seen james the boy genius & olivia, then went to the metro centre to spend some pennies, £40 of which my loving, buying granda gordon give me for doin wel in me exams. i was buzzin, i never see the bloke but he seems to empty his wallet wen im around :) i got about 6 tops, some jeans & the most gorgeous black bag to use for 6th form & some dior show masacara. i still need more stuff for september, so im goin bak on sunday wi loz. i went to hers last night, as mam FINALLY let is out! it wa lyk escapin prison haha! we chatted & drank tea & ate busicuts on her settee while watchin sex & the city film, followed by a brisk walk home, which i strangley enjoyed - i think iv had activity withdrawal. i need to hav a sunbed actually, il have vitamin D withdrawal too! today i met zoe, i seen her (terribly parked) new gold ford ka. its alright, very very teeeeeny inside but whey, its a car. we went ta blyth & i got some bead braclets iv wanted 4 a while, & a pair o earrings, i was in a pearly mood cos the earrings follow suit. we went to baitseys after that which was shit, we watched part of this shitty film about robbin a church, so i came bak & ended up at sarahs fora cuppa. im gna have a shower & sit eagerly watchin bbc 1, i put th euromillions on, as its £70million rollover (Y) th lucky dip numbers SEEM pretty lucky, so hopefully i have a shot. wish me luck! xx